Shouldn't

If life could only be like the first time we met, then Ye Shengwan and Gu Nazhi probably would like that too. Unfortunately, contrary to expectations, the roses in Shuiti Lane are always there every year, but no year is better than that year. They were people from two different worlds. One had a planned life path early on, while the other was a moth flying into the flame and wishful thinking. In the end, he said, "I liked you, but not the way you thought I liked you." Ye Shengwan couldn't tell what he was thinking when he said this. It was not the kind of love she thought she had. The math tutoring for her, the umbrella given to her at the sports meeting, the New Year and Christmas gifts, the paper cranes taught her to fold, and the true vows were nothing. Copy 1: Ye Shengwan saw someone praying in the temple, so she pulled An Tong and ran inside. Looking back, she saw that the hard work at the foot of the mountain had disappeared, leaving only joy. Ye Shengwan bought two blessing plaques and wrote blessings on them. Others also bought prayer cards and wrote their own blessings on them one by one. Gu Nanzhi wanted to turn his head to see what was written on Ye Shengwan's prayer card. Ye Shengwan quickly protected her prayer card and warned Gu Nanzhi not to peek with her eyes. She said loudly: "No peeking." Gu Nazhi was amused by her move, and the corners of his mouth slightly curved: "Okay, okay, if you don't want to read it, just write -" He prolonged the ending, as if to confirm that Gu Nanzhi really stopped reading, and Ye Shengwan started writing the unfinished prayer card again. After the group finished writing the prayer cards, Ye Shengwan tied her prayer cards to the tree, and the group continued walking up the mountain. The wind blew the blessing cards swaying, and two of them clearly had two sets of blessings written on them: "I wish him peace and all his wishes come true" and "I wish him all the best and success in his studies." Copy 2: Gu Nanzhi smiled and asked: "How do you sell these flowers?" Xu Ranliu tilted his head: "Ten yuan a piece." He gave all the 70 yuan he had to Ye Shengwan, leaving only one rose in the end. He placed the remaining six roses next to the orange cat curled up on the street corner. That day, the sunset in Shuiti Lane was the most beautiful that Ye Shengwan had seen in so many years. She had not seen the same sunset since then. The roses that day were more eye-catching than before. Copy 3: Ye Shengwan stood up. She was not drunk. She took her bag and said to everyone: "Everyone, I have to leave first." After saying that, he walked towards the door without looking back. Gu Nazhi nodded slightly, "I will send Shengwan home as promised, and I will leave first." The song in the box was still playing. "Wrap regrets with new happiness" "No matter how much you are reluctant to let go, you must give up cruelly." "…………" In a daze, Ye Shengwan remembered that that day in the storm at school, Gu Nanzhi put an earphone in his ear, and the song playing in the earphone was Mayday's "Tenderness". When Gu Nanzhi came down, Ye Shengwan had already gone far, so he went to chase Ye Shengwan. Holding her wrist, Ye Shengwan asked him to let go with pain, so he had to withdraw his hand. "I'll take you back." Gu Nanzhi bent down, supporting his knees with his hands, looking at Ye Shengwan's level. Ye Shengwan finally compromised. "Where are you going?" Gu Nanzhi asked her after getting in the car. The two of them didn't say a word after "Gallery" and were speechless all the way. After getting off the bus, Ye Shengwan politely and distantly thanked Gu Nazhi, which made Gu Nazhi feel uncomfortable. But he didn't have the qualifications to stay any longer, so in the end he just watched her leave. The car stereo sounded, "Could it be that on a certain day, a certain year, a certain month, we would be nestled in a parallel world, meeting at another boundary, the distance is not too far away..." I don't know if the two of them really have no fate, but this meeting has become the last. Just like that autumn day under the sunset, neither party knew it was a separation. Only the rose in full bloom at the street corner still stood there, but that rose was no longer the same rose. Roses bloom every year, and there will never be another year like that one. Copy 4: The roses stayed in midsummer, the crabapples were hidden in the sunset, the cicadas stopped chirping in that summer, and the spots of light shining through the leaves were finally fixed as an eternal moment. This love she had alone was her unrequited love from beginning to end. She was tired and didn't want to go towards him anymore, so just bury it in her memory. Become the eternal white moonlight. Intention: Love yourself well and someone will love you