Xueer's childhood was filled with the tenderness of being fostered and the gap of being favored.
She was raised and raised in her aunt's adobe house, but when she returned to her own home, she became a neglected unnecessary child. The unseen grievance became an invisible gap in her heart. Later, with this gap in her mind, she repeatedly tried and failed in marriage, and finally understood: what she tried her best to get was never love, but the obsession with "being preferred".
Purpose: "It takes a lifetime to fill the gap in childhood, but it will never be filled."