That Winter, I Finally Lost Him

Six-year-old Ting Yuxuan met Xu Wan, who was in tears at the age of four. That fateful encounter has become something he has kept in his heart for more than ten years. During the Spring Festival every year, a blind date decided after Xu's father failed in a chess game, forcibly bound the two people who had reunited after a long absence. When Xu Wan met him for the first time, she felt deeply alienated and unpredictable. She resisted becoming the family's perfunctory prop girlfriend, retreated step by step, and deliberately set up defenses. Destiny is hard to avoid, and during a chance encounter on New Year's Eve, Ting Yuxuan slowly revealed his childhood worries, unveiling the beginning of this long secret love. Later, when Xu Wan participated in the Miss World competition, the two met again. He silently planned and paved the way for her, secretly favored her and protected her in every way. The paranoid Lin Weiwei was obsessed with Ting Yuxuan and was full of jealousy. From then on, she and Xu Wan formed an intractable hatred. They were tit-for-tat at every turn, and the conflicts continued to ferment. Later, he became a top figure in the entertainment industry, and she became his exclusive manager, spending time with him day and night, entangled in public and private matters. The undercurrent of emotions quietly takes root in the company day after day. But Lin Weiwei, who was so obsessed with it, finally went to extremes and planned a kidnapping, putting the two of them in a life-or-death crisis. The storm ended and Lin Weiwei was imprisoned. Xu Wan settled alone with her pain and compensation, building up her defenses. Ting Yuxuan has reached the pinnacle of his career and has high-paying film and television resources. Xu Wan joined the cast for work and played a guest role as Shu Mei. She was deeply affectionate in the scene and suffered in the off-screen. Rumors abounded in the same group, and others deliberately approached her. His hesitation, slowness, and lack of knowledge about avoiding suspicion drained her of her tenderness and expectations time and time again. When you are young, you will be shocked at a glance, and when you are an adult, you will be entangled in many things. The heartbeat is real, the companionship is real, and the disappointment that slowly accumulates is also real. All the forbearance, favoritism and pulling are ultimately unable to overcome the barriers of reality and the swing of people's hearts. The years are long, and love and hate are entangled. Wait until the cold wind falls on your shoulders, It took me a long time to finally understand, This fateful encounter started in childhood, In the end, it will only end in regret. That winter, She spent all her love, I completely lost Ting Yuxuan, whom I had loved for a long time. Purpose: This article takes the beauty pageant and the entertainment industry as the stage. In the early stage, it uses anti-domestic violence, women's mutual aid and legal popularization as the realistic focus to create an independent and sober female image; in the middle and later stages, it fully shifts to the main line of adult restrained and broken sadistic love. It tells the story of Xu Wan, a 28-year-old jewelry designer who breaks into the public eye at a low point in his life. He sticks to his true feelings amidst disputes in the competition and the warmth of human nature, and is deeply pulled between two completely different relationships. She grew up in the light, struggled in the deep love, but in the end, due to reality, misunderstanding and fate, she came to the tragic ending of not being able to love and being completely lost. The full text revolves around "self-redemption and the price of love", exploring the involuntary and eternal love in adult relationships. It uses tragic aesthetics to convey the regrets, relief and self-reconciliation of growing up, and shows the complete transformation of women in pain and love.