During his three years at an old key high school in the central provincial capital, Hu Xuan sat behind the third row and went through monthly exams, basketball games, changing seats, notes, rainstorms, fireworks, and the long process of going from a score in the 30s to a score of 120 in math. Many years later, she reopened her old computer in a coastal city and dug out the sex logs that only she could see. Only then did she realize that what really remained in her memory was not a certain boy, but the self who was seriously concerned about many small things and had grown up unknowingly.
Intention: Growth is not about sudden understanding, but about slowly learning to free yourself from emotions and confusion in countless small and specific daily life. Looking back on youth many years later, what really remains is often not a certain relationship, but the self that once lived seriously, was hurt seriously, and grew up seriously.