Ruan Li had a crush on her senior sister Li Jianyi throughout high school.
She could always accurately find Li Jian in the crowd, even if her friends always said that Li Jian had a bad character, even if Li Jian coldly avoided her every time she saw her, even if she was stared at viciously by the people around Li Jian in public classes.
This secret love in the name of "peeping" hides all Ruan Li's caution, sourness and grievances.
She thought Li Jian hated her, but she didn't know that those deliberate avoidances were never disgust.
Concept: The most secret concern in youth is secret love in the name of "peeping". Ruan Li hid all her heartbeats in her peripheral vision, silently watching her cold senior sister Li Jian, but amidst the prejudices of her friends and the malice of others, she mistook her alienation for disgust again and again. The story uses delicate writing to describe the anxiety, sourness and bravery of a young girl when she has a secret love, explores the game between prejudice and sincerity, and tells us: Don't let misunderstanding and miss the person hiding in your peripheral vision.