His Special Attention
他的特别关注
by Inkstone Is Tireless (砚知不知倦)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 6k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 4mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Synopsis
In his sophomore year of high school, there was suddenly someone new in Cheng Zhou's life. The newly transferred Mu Fan is as quiet as a wall. He talks little, does not socialize, and always wears headphones to isolate himself from the whole world. Everyone thought he was unapproachable, including Cheng Zhou - but Mu Fan would hand him an umbrella on rainy days, put a box of cold elixir on the table after he got wet in the rain, and say "I'll give it to you first" in the calmest tone. These little things were like water drops, falling on Cheng Zhou's heart drop by drop. Slowly, something sprouted. What he didn't know was that Mu Fan transferred to another school because of an unwarranted cyber violence. The young man who drew architectural sketches on the draft paper had a scar hidden on his wrist and a bridge hidden in his heart - a bridge he had drawn countless times but never dared to let others see. Cheng Zhou became the first person to see the bridge. They walked through the sea of high school questions together, held hands together under the sunset by the river, and faced the scrutiny of their parents together. Mu Fan's mother said with red eyes, "Mom, I just want you to be happy." But Cheng Zhou's mother, after being silent for a long time, only said: "Bring it back and let me see." From the classroom to the river, from winter to summer, from stranger to inseparable. This is a story about how two people get closer step by step. There is no excitement, just strawberry milk, headphones, a deserted path after night study, and a hand that will never let go. "I'll call you later." "Okay." Concept: "His Special Attention" Concept In one sentence: Meet in loneliness, heal in companionship - love is not salvation, but the courage to go on together. Expand the explanation: This book is not only a story about youth and secret love, but also a story about "being seen". Cheng Zhou and Mu Fan, one is a young man who is used to being alone after his family is broken up, and the other is a transfer student who has closed himself off after being hurt by rumors. They all have their own wounds, they all have corners that they don't want to be touched, and they all grow up alone in their own worlds. Then they met each other. Cheng Zhou saw the bridge in Mu Fan's painting, saw the scar on his wrist, and saw the softness and restlessness hidden under his quiet appearance. Mu Fan saw Cheng Zhou's gentleness hidden under his carelessness, his loneliness under his pretense of strength, and his slightly red ears when he handed out strawberry milk. Their love is not a grand rescue, nor is it about who pulls whom out of the abyss. But when one person is groping in the dark, another person walks over silently, lights a lamp, and then sits quietly next to him, saying nothing, just accompanying him. What this book wants to express is: true love is not to shoulder everything for the other person, but to let the other person know that you are not alone. You don't need to show me all your wounds, but if you are willing to talk, I will listen carefully; if you don't want to talk, I will wait quietly. You don't have to be perfect because of me, you just have to be yourself and I won't walk away. At the same time, this book also attempts to explore the themes of family acceptance and self-identity. Mu Fan's mother's words "Mom only wants you to be happy" and Cheng Zhou's mother's words "Bring it back and let me see" are responses to this theme - love should not be defined by gender. What really matters is the sound made when two hearts collide.