When the Ferris wheel reached its highest point, Lin Jue kissed me and said, "Those who kiss at the highest point of the Ferris wheel will be together for a lifetime."
I said, "I know," and he said, "Then if I do it again, I'll take two lifetimes."
Later, grandma became ill, and Lin Jue stopped replying to messages. I ran back and forth between the hospital and school, lost a lot of weight, couldn't sleep, couldn't eat. I sent him a message saying, "Grandma went to the province for treatment." It took a long time for him to reply with a few words.
I said "Let's break up" and he replied "Okay".
I was sixteen years old in the winter when my grandma passed away.
Many years later I have a new life and new people. The first time he saw me in the elevator, he thought, "This is the guy." He is from the north and stayed in the south for me. He taught me that love can also be quiet - you don't have to swallow all your emotions, you don't have to worry about saying the wrong thing, and you don't have to worry about whether he will suddenly stop replying to messages.
But occasionally I still think of that summer. That person, that phrase "I want two lifetimes."
It's not that I'm still in love, it's that those days were really easy.
Purpose: About farewell and reconciliation at the age of sixteen. Some people teach you to love and then leave. Some roads come to an end. It's not that someone took the wrong path, it's because they can only go here. Later, you will learn to be loved quietly by another person. It's not that you forget the past, it's the past that made you the person you are now.