Main CP: Highly sensitive avoidant personality × Loyal dog, paranoid and slightly dark
Deputy CP Broken Avenger & Intelligent and Cold Conspirator
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Being a childhood sweetheart for twenty years has been a tug-of-war where she keeps retreating and he keeps moving forward.
When Li Huansheng was thirteen, her parents' marriage silently collapsed in front of her eyes. The first thing she learned was not anger, but flight—from a home that was no longer whole, and from everyone close to her.
Hu Ju is the only exception.
He had seen her in her most embarrassed state, and had also endured her coldest alienation. When she takes a step back, he takes a step forward; when she closes the door, he climbs through the window. It has been like one day for more than ten years, like a dream that he unilaterally refuses to wake up from.
It's not that she doesn't love him. She just didn't believe that anyone would always love her.
Until the girl who said goodbye at the pier, the boy who died under the rose tree, and the friend who cried and laughed in her photo studio told her in their own way: some wounds will not heal, but people can learn to carry them on.
And she finally discovered that what she owed him was never an answer - but an "I dare".
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Huansheng and Yang Min, two girls who have not seen each other for nine years, one learns to face himself bravely, and the other uses revenge to fulfill himself.
They don't like the kind of kindness that "doesn't fight back".
They all chose - not to forgive, but to move forward.
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Lightning protection point: The first third is relatively slow-heating and has many daily debris, but please believe that the slow-heating in the front is for the later explosion.
Random thoughts:
This book can actually be called Ningba and Revenge.
About Ningba and Love:
Huansheng is a nagging person, and her nagging started with her parents' betrayal.
Fortunately, a naughty person needs a lover who can't be chased away.
To Huan Sheng, Hu Li was someone he couldn't get rid of. He said
——I have already made my choice.
But naughty people stubbornly believe that there is nothing new under the sun.
Later, the girl grew up with time and experience
The boy said again
——It is human nature to seek good fortune and avoid misfortune. If I pursue you, you will be benefited, and you will be lucky. Where am I going to go?
The naughty girl finally got brave for once.
——She said, if you can accept that you are the icing on my cake, I will no longer feel guilty.
"Then what?"
"And love you."
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On Revenge and Peace:
Yang Min is a poor person.
He has been living in hell since he was a child.
Her revenge is intense and terrifying.
She said - how dare you to be so free after so dirty my penis and twisting my soul.
If you have to be in the same dimension before I can make you suffer as much as me, then fine, I promise, I will swear to everything in this world to keep me alive. Even if I am at the end of my strength, I will never let myself sink into joy. I will wake up from the pain, even if I have distorted myself. I will pay tribute to this humiliation with blood, tears and howls, until the darkness completely swallows me up.
Her co-conspirator said - people, as long as they can bear the cost of hurting others and the price of being hurt, after all, people's joys and sorrows are never the same.
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In the end, they all reconciled with themselves.
Don't forgive, but move forward.
Purpose: Growth is not about becoming invincible, but about learning to accept your own fragility, choose your own path, and bear your own costs.