When she was seventeen years old, Zhou Xiaoyu blocked a knife for her teacher Lu Yanhang.
She thought this was the end of her secret love, but he was trapped in her for fourteen years.
She thought that was the beginning of fate, but she didn't know that it was the end of Lu Yanhang's confinement in the world.
He hid his obsession and let go to pave the way for her to have a stable life for the rest of his life;
She was covered with old wounds and finally let go of the past in the fireworks of the world.
The regret of not being able to love, and the new life being caught by tenderness, are both the transition and failure of this life.
[Highlights of this book]
It combines sadomasochism between master and apprentice, affectionate protection, suspicion of a substitute, and reunion after a long separation. In the midst of the extreme tension, it explores the core of destiny of self-transcendence and perfection.
The title of the book "This Boat Will Not Ferry" hides two-way tenderness:
· The boat cannot cross: From passively waiting for salvation to truly learning to cross by oneself.
· The ferryman does not cross: From the desire to have a bond, to the willingness to silently fulfill it.
In the stormy sea, he would not cross her, just because of his love, he only wanted her to be safe for the rest of her life.
"Not crossing" never means giving up. It is two souls guarding the same tender destination in their own ways.
The main text focuses on restraining blank space and implicit emotions, and the extras complete the two-way fateful closed loop to complete the sublimation of the concept.
Intention:
For some love, restraint is heavier than indulgence, and letting go is deeper than possessing.
Not all deep love must stay together, and it is also the end of deep love.
It's not a cool novel, it's a slow-burning novel, and it refuses to become a sweet pet by following routines.
Write down the hidden heartbeats in daily life and the gentleness that is restrained to the bone.
May you give it some patience and harvest an unforgettable emotion and aftertaste.
Intention: For some love, restraint is heavier than indulgence, and letting go is deeper than possessing. Not all deep love must last forever - not crossing over is also the final chapter of deep love.
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