An Tian dropped out of college. During that time, she lived a ridiculous and confused life.
When she was most devastated, she met Ran Li, a serious young man and a down-and-out painter. He was leaning at the entrance of the corridor, his earrings shining with tiny silver light.
When they were in the coffee shop that day, she lowered her head and said that she had really envied him.
He asked: "What now?"
She smiled: "Of course now..."
"No." He interrupted her, "I mean... Can't you fall in love with me right now?"
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An Tian knows that he is worthless, but he is also decadent and gloomy, with pain everywhere revealed in his absurd painting style.
They were both confused and troubled, and she once thought they had no reason to break up.
But they still broke up.
This is her lovelorn diary.
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Between each other, I hope we can put our sorrows to rest.
First person, Shuangjie
Fate update.
Purpose: Self-salvation