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[1] In the second year of junior high school, Wei Shuyu's unconventional yellow-haired boy disappeared.
It's... That kind of thing is gone. No one can be seen alive or dead, and all traces and memories of him in this world have disappeared.
[2] Wei Shuyu will see the mysterious little boy in his dream.
Under the pervasive brainwashing of his colleagues on the set, his face grew smaller in his dreams, and he gradually transformed into the cold-blooded actor from Beijing whom he had never seen before.
"You were born in a ravine in the south, and Qin Jin was born in Beijing's Second Ring Road. When you were wearing crotchless pants and playing in the mud, he was already receiving the award in Cannes with the sea breeze blowing. It's better to believe that you two are just young than to believe that I am Wu Zetian." A colleague laughed.
"Then why do I always dream about him?"
"Our teacher Qin is the holy body of the chosen literary and artistic film. His appearance is at the peak of abstinence, and his figure is full of sexual tension. You are just greedy for him..."
Wei Shuyu scratched his head in embarrassment: "Actually, I dreamed of being with him..."
"What dirty things are you doing?" Huo Xinyang said with a lewd smile.
"It's quite dirty." Wei Shuyu said calmly, "I dreamed of being in the countryside with him, chasing wild dogs, catching shrimps and... Frying cow dung."
"..."
"It blew up so much that people's faces were..."
[3] During the days of filming on the island, Wei Shuyu coveted Qin Jin's face and body.
One spring night, she made some out-of-bounds attempts.
But she and Qin Jin were really not familiar with each other - it was awkward for strangers to sit at the same table and eat, let alone have sex on the same bed.
At first, the atmosphere after the passion has cooled is always strange and weird. Qin Jin looked calm and distant when he put on his clothes and mask. He said that after the crew ended, they hoped that they would forget about this disgraceful relationship and not disturb each other.
Later, Wei Shuyu lay on the hospital bed in western Sichuan and listened quietly to Qin Jin's thousand-word confession.
"The first time we met was at the Berlin Film Festival... In the following ten years, our lives have intersected and separated, and we have never had a deep friendship. But the look you looked at me that night made me suddenly have a strange idea in my mind. I wonder if in some parallel time and space, you and I, who are strangers at the moment, are the most intimate and familiar lovers. In that world, we accompany each other and spend a complete life."
Wei Shuyu looked at his red eyes and remembered some funny things:
Fa Xiao in the dream is also so sincere, but the vocabulary is slightly lacking. He always smiled at her with bright dark eyes like a puppy. At dark, he would bring hot roasted sweet potatoes home from the police station. He would throw himself into her arms and say over and over again in the county dialect: Wife, I love you so much. Baby, I miss you so much. Baby, let's be together forever, forever, forever…
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"I can barely remember your eyes, your voice, your smile.
So if I want to see you, I must see you again. "
(The last sentence is adapted from "Goodbye" by Feng Tang/Cover: Ghost Horse Forest)
Intention: Want to see you