Cheng Yan gave Shi Xiaoming a lot of warmth, just like the sun. In Shi Xiaoming's heart, Cheng Yan was a fire that would not go out, burning all the time. As for himself, he felt like a person standing in the snow warming himself by a fire. When this winter is over, he no longer needs it, and when this period passes, he no longer wants it. And everything burned by the fire will turn into smoke and ashes.
Perhaps because they first met in the cold late autumn, Shi Xiaoming would pay special attention to the flame until early winter.
So he wanted to wait, wait until the winter passed, wait until the fire burned into ashes, wait until the ashes were taken away by the wind, wait until the memories and feelings were also taken away by the wind, then it should be the same as before...
Intention: Be brave enough to be yourself