I was born like her, and therefore I was the chosen one.
I knew on the day I entered the palace that I was a substitute. He wanted me to live as another person. He made me a noble concubine, treated me with dignity in front of others, and never called me by my name in private.
What I want is his protection. The status of a noble concubine is a good deal in exchange for the peace of the family.
When he was seriously ill, I went to see him every day. On the night of his death, he called someone's name.
The life I have lived is so short on paper. His page will be very long, and it says that he has never established a queen in his life.
The meaning of those three words is: In his heart, there is only one person worthy of that position.
That person is not me.
Intention: Choose clearly and bear responsibility decently. A woman who has no control over her destiny always maintains a clear sense of herself, never gets lost in love or sinks in power. She uses her own way to preserve her family and raise her son, and finally finds her own peace in the long years.
