Lin Wanxing graduated from a junior college at the age of nineteen and gave up all job opportunities to prepare for the national examination behind closed doors. She believed that a piece of fame could change her life, and that an iron rice bowl could bring her face and stability. From then on, she locked her youth in front of her desk and wasted it for twenty years.
Jobless, aging, and isolated from the world, she became more and more frustrated and stubborn as she failed to succeed in the exams. She also lived more and more lonely in the judgment of others.
A hasty blind date, a loveless marriage, originally thought to be dependence, but due to obsession, money, and lost children, it gradually led to indifference, separation, and separation. Her lover has gone away, her parents have passed away, and her relatives and friends have become estranged. All she has left is a desk full of torn-up papers and a body full of illnesses.
From having stars in his eyes to being filled with vicissitudes of life, from going ashore persistently to being forced to accept his fate.
She spent half her life writing a test paper, but in the end she failed to achieve fame, leaving only a bumpy marriage, loneliness for the rest of her life, and an obsession that ordinary people could not afford to lose.
This is a story about a low-class woman who has been trapped in the "dream of stability" for her whole life. There is no counterattack, no cool writing, only real struggles, regrets and an ordinary return.
Intention: Active and independent