When he was fifteen, he met her when she was twenty.
Once shocked, he lost the rest of his life.
The five-year gap is a gap in status, a secular perspective, and a light "You're still young" in her mouth.
He hit the south wall with the courage of a young man, and got closer day after day with his youthful and clumsy love.
Rejected, alienated, treated as an ignorant child, and looked down upon by the whole world.
He collapsed in the middle of the night, suffered in silence, and in countless moments when he wanted to give up, he struggled again because of her little tenderness.
Intention: Catching up with you is my eighteen-year-old dream