The thing I have been afraid of since childhood is my other self. He has been with me all my life, and when I finally "gave" him out of my body, the first thing he did was to kiss me. He doesn't want to replace me, he just wants me.
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Su Huai has been afraid of the dark since he was a child.
In the attic of an old rural house, there was the sound of mice gnawing on wooden boards. The dark figure lying by the window in the middle of the night. There is a legend in the village about a solitary lunatic with a dog's head.
These half-truths and half-false stories took root in his persecutory paranoia for years.
Until that day, he got separated from his family in the deep mountains and forests and fell into a dark pit.
In the darkness, someone touched his face.
The temperature and strength of those hands... Even the fingerprints were the same as his own.
Su Huai opened his eyes tremblingly, his face reflected in his pupils.
"Ah Huai."
The other party chuckled, his voice was low, and his fingertips slid across his lips, the bridge of his nose, and the ends of his eyes...
"You're finally here."
Su Huai thought that the other party wanted to replace him and let him sleep in darkness forever.
But Huaiyu just lowered his head and kissed him hard.
Kiss yourself with your own lips.
"I won't replace you."
Huaiyu pressed his forehead against his, breathing intertwined with his.
"I was born to have you. To accompany you, to serve you, to possess you."
"In the same way, you are mine. You must satisfy my love, my desire, and my obsession. My... Only one."
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Later, Su Huai learned that Huai Yu existed when he was a baby.
When he cried when he was frightened by the mice in the attic, when he giggled into the air, in every fearful and lonely night...
Huai Yu is there, but he can't see it.
The day Huai Yu broke away from his body, he took away all Su Huai's fear, hatred, anger and darkness.
She became someone only visible to him, lingering around him all day long.
It lasts for twenty years.
Su Huai used his own flesh, blood, and warmth to give another human body a human body.
The same face, the same body temperature, the same heartbeat.
Huaiyu was finally able to touch him.
In the darkness, he held Su Huai in his arms and said with a smile:
"Ah Huai, we were born as one. We should be close, and we should be flesh and blood."
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Reading Guide
1v1 | HE | Double C | Narcissus | Supernatural horror, mental pollution | Two-way redemption | Be careful if you don't like it
⚠️:
1. Gong is a human but not a human, but he is not an alien creature.
2. It's not too coercive to take something by force. Of course, "I" and I are going in both directions.
3. During his absence, he was forced to empathize and use others as spiritual support to support his survival. However, he did not have any close contact, did not talk or meet in person, only chatted online. For details, see "ESCAPE"
4. A little curious, a little disgusting and mentally polluted, please protect your brain! Yeah!
5. I tried hard to portray fear, hoping to make the babies watching (including myself) feel scared, but I don't know if I succeeded.
6. The recent update frequency is once every five days, and it is updated at 3 o'clock in the middle of the night~
Above, yay! I wish you all a happy reading❤️
Intention: The meaning you seek comes from yourself