Seventeen-year-old Shen Duzhou believes that as long as he holds on to the rope and doesn't let go, he can pull everyone to safety. Seventeen-year-old Gu Changfeng believes that some people are born to leave, and some people are born to stay where they are - he is the one who wants to leave.
They met under the gray sky in the North City, and a relationship that had never been named grew out of a strawberry-flavored lollipop, a band-aid with a bear on it, and a bowl of grandma's pork rib soup. Gu Changfeng said that Shen Duzhou was the driftwood he caught when he was drowning. Shen Duzhou said that it was not a driftwood, but a boat, a boat that could take him away.
But the ship sank, twice.
Seven years later, Shen Duzhou returned to Beicheng, facing an empty old house alone, a past he didn't want to recall, and a secret that stayed at the age of seventeen forever. This is a story about saving and giving up, clenching and letting go - when one person tries his best to hold another person, but finds that there is some falling, which cannot be stopped by love.
"White night" is the false dawn reflected in the snowy night in the north, and "no boat" means no one can cross you in the vast sea of suffering.
And I once thought that I was your boat.
[Warning] This article is BE and involves sensitive content such as depression. Those with weak mental capacity should read with caution.
Intention: How should we continue to live when love cannot conquer everything?