Lu Heng thought he was hiding well.
He coughed and hid in the bathroom, stuffed the bloody tissue into his pocket, and poured half the bowl of rice into the trash can and flushed it away with water. He smiles in front of his lover, grabs the remote control, and fights for the last piece of braised pork with a blushing face - just like a healthy person should.
He didn't know that every time he closed the door, Ji Baizhou would be standing outside.
Ji Baizhou thought he cooperated well.
Pretending not to see the bulging pockets, pretending to believe that "I'm just tired", pretending that the coughing sound in the middle of the night didn't wake me up. He smiled in front of Lu Heng, grabbed the remote control, and blushed over the last piece of braised pork - like a person who doesn't know anything should look like.
He didn't know that Lu Heng knew that he was standing outside the door.
One pretends not to be sick. One pretends not to know he is sick.
One doesn't want the other to watch him die.
One doesn't want the other to die alone.
They spent the last hundred days performing a play with only two people.
The auditorium was empty.
Applause, sounded at sunrise.
Reading Guide
· Dual-perspective sadomasochism / two-way concealment / daily tear-jerking
· The text is complete, including Lu Heng's perspective + Ji Baizhou's perspective
If one day you find that the person you love the most is dying——
Do you want him to tell you,
Or do you want him to accompany you until the end?
"You want me to say goodbye.
You are not allowed to leave secretly.
You are not allowed to leave while I am asleep.
You must not let me wake up and find that you are no longer here. "
"Okay. I'll let you say goodbye."
Sadomasochism / Daily Life / / First Person / BE Aesthetics
Purpose: Prosperity, Democracy, Civilization and Harmony