In the autumn of her sophomore year in high school, Yang Jinyao felt that Su Haoyu was the most annoying person she had ever seen in her life. He is uneducated and has no skills, gets into fights, has no respect for his elders, and has the word "trouble" written all over his body. But this person always appears near her - he joins her team when getting food in the cafeteria, he kicks the ball to her drawing board in the playground, and even when she goes to the library, she will catch him smoking at the door.
She thought he was looking for trouble.
He didn't know how to tell her: he jumped in line because he wanted to get closer to her, he played football on purpose, and he smoked in front of the library because he heard that she would come to borrow books every Thursday afternoon.
He has a secret crush on her, which is clumsy and arrogant.
He prepared a long-planned confession - under her favorite sycamore tree, hung with the colors of the sky that often appeared in her paintings. He even wrote a long letter, showing her all his hidden tenderness.
But on the evening of the confession, Yang Jinyao tore up the letter in front of him.
"Su Haoyu," she looked at him, her eyes calm as if she was saying that the weather was nice today, "you and your games make me bored."
He had no explanation.
He just stood there, watching the scraps of paper being blown away by the wind, then smiled, turned around and left.
——What he didn't know was that Yang Jinyao's hands were shaking when she tore up the letter.
——She doesn't hate him, she just doesn't trust him.
How could she dare to believe a person who everyone regarded as a bad person suddenly said he liked her? She was afraid that this was another dandy's game, that if she took it seriously, he would just play for fun.
She chose the safest option: push him away.
But after pushing away
Intent: The main author wants to express regret and reluctance, but is unable to do so