Allothiri

I've been feeling a little weak recently. How weak is it? After returning from an outing, I felt dizzy and almost fell to the ground, accompanied by bursts of tinnitus. For the first time, I felt like I was on the verge of death, but there was nothing I could do about it. It was reasonable for me to feel suddenly uncomfortable due to long-term anxiety and staying up late. After thinking about it, I still have to finish writing what I want to write. At least I have to leave something behind so that it won't be considered a regret. ... Why do you say it, I feel like I'm about to collapse! You can't do this. I just want to finish it early and do other things I want to do, that's about it. If there's anything else people like me want to do. The content has nothing to do with reality, just write whatever sentence I dreamed about. The inspiration came from a dream I had in January 2025. I dreamed of a mixed worldview that included religion. However, I never understood this at the time, so what I wrote was also fictional, and it was definitely different from reality. Please forgive me for not studying hard, so what I write seems like I don't understand anything. Official synopsis: When people in the world discover that the light they pursue all their lives is actually the reflection of the full moon, they are left with nothing but despair. Because from the beginning, the light in their eyes did not come from the sun. Instead, the sun's light is reflected on the moon, so that people in the world mistake the moon for the sun. People pursue the light of the sun, but place their hopes on the moon. But this does not mean that the sun does not exist. It is precisely because of the bright sun that the moon is what it is today. We can understand that the original intention is good, and it is precisely because of that beauty in the heart that people yearn for the light. There is a difference between reality and fantasy after all. Equivalently, what people want is the good society promoted by the church, which is the sun. But in reality, only the church, as the moon, uses the light of the sun to attract people to contribute to itself, thereby satisfying its own selfish desires. In the end, it turned into a complete scam. CP: Ling Jin x Jiu Shihuan Both of them have a bit of a venomous tongue and a bit of a confrontational feel. Concept: I want to express my imaginary world and some thoughts