These rules are untouchable...
But why are you outside the rules?
It's not that Shen Jingzhe isn't afraid, it's that he really "has no feeling". His perception threshold of fear is naturally higher than others - it's not that he is slow, but his brain automatically classifies dangerous information as "to-be-processed items" and then ranks them behind "what to eat for lunch today".
This results in him looking like he's looking for death:
· I went to look in the mirror in the middle of the night because "I have acne on my face and I need to take pictures tomorrow."
· Breaking into the old teaching building because "Isn't the teaching building just for people to enter?"
· Go jogging on the playground at twelve o'clock because "there are many people during the day and it is quiet at night"
He's not reckless, he just "doesn't care." Don't care about the rules, don't care what others think, don't care whether you will die or not – there is a reason for this "don't care"…
Intention: Redemption or replacement?