[BE + Master and Apprentice + Group Portraits] Everyone in the book has a position and growth issues. Joy and sorrow are intertwined with love and hate. The narrative is bright and smooth. In the end, the protagonist ends up with BE, and the other characters are fulfilled, leaving behind a period of sadomasochistic love between master and apprentice. It makes me sad to think about it, and the pain is incomprehensible. "If this is the punishment given to me by God, I can only punish Xuanchen. Why bother to involve Qinghe? This time I will go against heaven, and no one can stop me." In order to protect Qing He, he was willing to change his fate and fight for his life against the will of heaven. However, Qing He, who came back from the dead, was finally trapped by the shackles of fate. The light in his eyes was extinguished little by little, leaving only the despair deep in his bones, unable to escape this destined disaster. "Master, life is too bitter. I only wish to become a gust of wind, a tree, and a flower in the world. Even if my soul has no home and dissipates in the heaven and earth, I don't want to be trapped in this world and suffer endless suffering." Her voice was as soft as a sigh, and there was no life in her eyes, only bone-gnawing despair and exhaustion. It was the sinking that was unable to even struggle after being repeatedly tortured by fate; her despair was his deepest calamity, the haze that he could not dispel with all his strength; his obsession was the unresolved sorrow of the two of them, and the perfection that could not be exchanged even against the odds. There is no trace of this journey, and the sound of the dust is cut off as soon as it falls.
Concept: Zen tragedy, fateful closed loop, opposition to heaven and enlightenment