In my last life, I was Shen Chidu's substitute lover for three years.
He is the second young master of the Shen family. He is cold and dignified, with Bai Yueguang living in his heart. I humbled myself to the dust, imitated his smile, wore his favorite white shirt, and even listened to him calling other people's names in my ear when he was drunk.
I thought he would feel at least a little distressed.
Until the day his Bai Yueguang returned to China, he handed me a check and his tone was as calm as if he was sending a trouble: "You can go."
I smiled, turned around and walked out the door, only to be hit by an out-of-control truck.
At the last second before he died, I saw him rushing over like crazy, shouting my name with red eyes.
Unfortunately, I no longer want to hear it.
——
When I opened my eyes again, I was nineteen years old again.
This time, I vowed to stay away from him. I avoided him, avoided him, and locked all the memories related to him into an urn.
But he came after me like a mad dog.
There were traffic jams in the classroom and waiting at the school gate. On a rainy day, I stood downstairs under my house holding an umbrella. I was soaked to the skin and said with red eyes, "This time, let me chase you, okay?"
I looked at his embarrassment with cold eyes, without any disturbance in my heart.
Because I know - he never loved me, he just owed me a life in his previous life.
But what he doesn't know is that in this life, I am no longer the person waiting for him to turn around.
And what I didn't expect even more was——
My roommate, a cold and ascetic academic master, was pressing me down on the bed in the dormitory, his voice hoarse, saying word by word:
"Brother, you have been hiding from me for six years, how long do you want to hide from me?"
Zhu Ma tilted his head, his eyes were red, but his voice was as cold as a knife: "Stop screaming, it's impossible for us in this life."
Intention: Love is not a substitute, it is not humble, it is a two-way journey.