Three years ago, he was the most dazzling light on the stage. An "accident" caused him to fall into the eternal night.
Three years later, he was the gravekeeper of a used bookstore late at night, relying on sleeping pills to count the ashes of the rest of his life.
Shen Jin thought that living like a ruin was the last way to face his fate. Until the man named Gu Yu pushed open the door of the bookstore - he brought in the wind outside, scalding hot coffee, and a pair of eyes that could see through the silence.
He didn't know that Gu Yu was the pen that pushed him into the abyss.
He didn't know that Gu Yu approached him initially to atone for a wrong writing.
The cruelest redemption is to make you fall in love with me and then tell you who I am.
When the truth burned through all the illusions of tenderness, Shen Jin finally revealed the secret that he had deceived even himself for three years: his legs were not what others had inferred. It was he himself who chose to fall in despair.
And Gu Yu finally understood that the "justice" he pursued so hard was always based on the bones of another person.
"Do you reporters have to chew people up before you're willing to do it?"
"I am looking for how I died in every word. It turns out that in your writing, I only deserve three hundred words."
How can two people with cracks hug each other without hurting each other?
When Chen Jin stands on the stage again, no longer as a dancer, but as a choreographer who talks about falling and catching each other——
Gu Yu burst into tears in the audience.
He finally caught his ashes.
Purpose: "This is a novel about 'how to coexist with the unforgivable' - not to forgive, but to coexist; not to forget, but to take the memory and learn to be gentle again."