My name is Xia Zhiwei, I am 28 years old and a psychological counselor.
I am a licensed practitioner, gentle and professional, specializing in treating women's psychological trauma, but unfortunately, I cannot cure my own disease.
Two opposing voices live within me:
A bewitched me pushed the scarred female victim into the abyss and enjoyed the morbid satisfaction of controlling everything;
One who ordered me to adhere to the bottom line, only punish those evildoers who commit violence, and find peace of mind in redeeming the same kind of people.
I watched myself sinking soberly, but I tried my best to stick to the only rule - not harming innocent women, only wielding a knife against evildoers.
The girl whose self-confidence was crushed by PUA, the mother who was trapped by domestic violence for half her life, the white-collar worker who was sexually harassed and bullied by her boss, the girl who was haunted by the shadow of childhood.
Four broken women walked into the consultation room. I suppressed the evil thoughts in my heart, healed their pain with professionalism, and dragged all the perpetrators into the abyss of punishment with a psychological blade.
On one side is the temptation of the abyss, on the other side is the redemption of conscience, the edge of black and white, I pulled repeatedly.
Fortunately, I have criminal investigation consultant Jiang Yi, who silently accompanies me and protects me. He sees through my brokenness, but still believes in my perseverance.
I am a healer and a patient; I have the power of control, but I only protect women.
Finally, in this sober sinking, he redeems others and himself.
Purpose: This book takes women's trauma and redemption as its core and explores the self-struggle and perseverance of people in difficult situations. Through the perspective of psychological counselor Xia Zhiwei, it shows the harm that women may encounter in intimate relationships, marriage, workplace and family of origin, emphasizing the bottom line of not compromising with evil or attacking the weak, conveying the power of women to help each other and illuminating each other, and expressing the firm belief that "even if you are on the edge of an abyss, you can still choose to stand towards the sun."