I don't know how long I can hold on. The first part is about the campus plot, and the second part should be about the workplace. But if I'm too lazy to write it, I'll probably end it on campus.
Song Nanzhi × Qin Gubei
Strong second × Calm first
Except for the first three years, Song Nanzhi's life seemed to revolve around Qin Gubei. Complex emotions took root and sprouted. She didn't know whether Qin Gubei's appearance meant pain or happiness to her.
That year's birthday party was the first time Song Nanzhi met Qin Gubei, and all she could think of was "pretend."
She couldn't stand Qin Gubei's behavior and had always aimed to surpass her.
Even if she could never compare to her, she didn't care about her classmates' gossip, but the appearance of those words meant that she was a ridiculous and embarrassing person.
As the saying goes, if a house leaks, it rains all night, but Song Nanzhi's roof has always been leaking. The light rain that used to pour suddenly turned into a heavy rain, and Song Nanzhi's arrogance disappeared. What followed closely was Qin Gubei's unusual concern.
She didn't understand what her purpose was, but her strong heart felt a little softer.
She doesn't want to be attached to the Qin family or Qin Gubei forever. She doesn't know if her choice is right. She just wants to be alone and be fine.
I love you and I hate you. If I have to say one thing, I still hate you.
Because it's really tiring to chase other people's shadows.
"Do I look ridiculous to you?"
Intention: Study hard and make progress every day