What should I do if I get less than I understand?
Having been cut off by his father, Xiao Man silenced his passion and lived a day-to-day life. Perhaps he just resigned himself to his fate and accepted their arrangement.
Letting yourself become numb, or ending the pain early, doesn't seem to be what you want. The appearance of Qin Shu gave me another possibility. With someone by his side, I might be able to go further.
Even if it's just a walk together...
Purpose: Brave and independent