Everyone in Jiangcheng No. 1 Middle School knows about Xu Yilan.
She has cold white skin and frosty eyebrows. She is so beautiful that people dare not approach her easily. But with such a cold face, he did the most flamboyant things - playing basketball on the school team in front of the deputy squad leader, and his grades were firmly in the top ten of his grade. Every time he took an exam, he would casually throw the paper on the table, turn around and go out to play with someone.
The only daughter in Jiangsu, Zhejiang and Shanghai, she grew up in the palm of her hand, with the words "I don't need anything" written all over her bones. At the door of every noon class, there were students who came to see her, but she didn't even bother to look at them.
From the sixth grade to the first year of high school, Jiang Lin chased her for four years. Everyone said that they were a match made in heaven, even Xu Yilan thought so. So when he finally took her hand, she thought that was the end of the story.
Until the corner of the stairs after that evening self-study.
Cheng Ziyin, captain of the sophomore basketball team and president of the student union, is a junior who is one grade below her but is looked up to by the whole school. He stood in the dim corridor, looking past Jiang Lin beside her and falling directly on her:
"I heard that you have a boyfriend?"
Her heart was beating like thunder, but she smiled so calmly:
"Well, what's wrong?"
He took a step forward and his voice was as low as talking to himself:
"Nothing. I just want to know... Whether he deserves it."
At that moment Xu Yilan understood——
Heartbeat is instinct, loyalty is choice.
But she happened to want both.
Intention: Not all secret loves have to be cultivated into positive results. The real "big heroine" is one who chooses to be loyal to herself between heartbeat and loyalty. Who I like is my business; how I choose is also my business.