Fan Cheng has both parents, but has never been loved. He knew the feeling of loss very well, so he gave all his love to Zhu Xi - carefully hiding it, enduring it until he took a cold shower, and secretly kissing his forehead late at night.
"If you want to end it, anytime," he said.
Because no one taught him that loving someone can be justified.
He spent thirty years learning to be indifferent and strong, and to learn not to need anyone. But it only took three months for him to fall in love with the person who broke into his life without any warning.
Three months. He learned to love, to laugh, to fall in love with the world again.
Then Joo-hee disappeared.
He's crazy. On the airport announcement, he begged someone to play that name over and over again; on every street they walked, he wouldn't stop until his legs were weak.
But I can't find it. No clues whatsoever.
We met again in Zhu Xi's wedding photos.
Fan Cheng rushed forward and grabbed his wrist, a year's worth of words stuck in his throat.
Zhu Xi's eyes were unfamiliar and she pushed him away: "It's disgusting for you to kiss me as a man."
Disgusting.
The person who once said, "I want to try to see if I'm not just disgusting with you," said he was disgusting.
After leaving the wedding banquet, Fan Cheng drove wildly with the wedding convoy on the highway. This was the only time in his life that he lost control.
He didn't know that Zhu Xi had electrocuted himself into a blank in order to forget him.
Zhu Xi spent his life learning to please everyone. The only time he wanted to live for himself, he forced himself to forget the only person who pleased him.
It's not that they don't love, it's that the world refuses to give them an extra inch of light.
If you are destined to change the rest of your life, if you are not destined to miss you forever.
The remaining thoughts are the obsession for the rest of my life, and also the hopeless yearning.
Purpose: The person who broke into my life without warning is destined to affect the rest of my life without warning...