After eighteen years of changing her life, she fell from the clouds into the quagmire, and then bumped into the tenderness in his eyes. He is her only light in the dark sky, but fate insists on killing them all. As soon as love breaks through the ground, it will be buried in the loess. "Shen Zhiyan, I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid that after I die, no one will love you like me anymore.
Intent: Deep sadomasochistic love, BE, difficult reconciliation, terminal illness, secret of life experience, no two-way redemption, difficult feelings, grudges between wealthy families