Ten years of secrets have been hidden in Lin Yan's diary, and the same name is written on every page: Zhou Xu.
From kindergarten to high school, they are the perfect sweethearts in everyone's eyes - Zhou Xu is the brightest light on the basketball court, and Lin Yan is the quietest star on the podium. He blocked his fist for him, he stayed with him through the night, and the distance between them concealed the beating of his heart that the young man did not dare to express.
Until the locked diary was accidentally opened.
"Is homosexuality disgusting?" My mother's slap shattered the illusion of meekness for eighteen years.
"Don't destroy him!" The Zhou family's parents begged, making the opposite door an impassable chasm.
Rumors, isolation, struggle, despair... The once honey-like youth suddenly turned into a razor. Zhou Xu was sent away overnight, and Lin Yan spent all night in the locked room looking at the dark window opposite.
But how can a young and excited person give up easily?
"Yan Yan, wait until I grow up."
"Zhou Xu, I'm waiting for you."
On a rainy night, when Lin Yan, who had a fever of 39 degrees, murmured Zhu Ma's name in a coma, the word that his mother had once dismissed as "disgusting" finally gained the first belated compromise:
"Come back and see him."
This is a long first love that begins with young hands and ends with the world becoming the enemy. When the two horses are forced to become strangers, can they fight for their young heartbeat with their own hands among the thorns and find a way out?
Intention: "When the whole world says, 'You shouldn't love like this,' we hold hands and ask, 'How should we love?'