That year when I was desperate, I met Shen Zhi.
I thought he was the light in the darkness and the salvation for the rest of my life, but I didn't know that he was the deepest calamity in my life.
I dug my heart out and gave everything I had to guard a relationship that had no response.
He gave me hope and crushed it with his own hands; he was gentle to me, but never loved me.
I am just a substitute for the person he loves most, his pastime when he is lonely, and his dispensable shadow.
When my love burned out and my dignity ran out, I finally woke up.
This infatuation, from beginning to end, was all my wishful thinking.
If you cannot love, you will have no chance in this life.
Intention: abuse