
Three Word Puzzle
三字谜
by Shen Xingxu (沈星序)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 36k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 5mo ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Synopsis
In my inner world, as a boy, I have no interest in girls. I always thought it was because my heart was immature and the time had not come yet. But as time went by, a very unexpected boy appeared in my world. Gradually, a voice in my heart reminded me of all this, and it became clearer and clearer until I realized what the voice meant. When he realized my alienation and came to me to ask why, I didn't know how to answer. I looked into his eyes, and the voices in my heart came up again. No, this is not true. I ran away in panic, ignoring his shouts from behind. These days of distance and indifference, I thought that thought no longer existed and disappeared. But when he stood in front of me again, I found that all these thoughts seemed so humble in the sound of my heart. I didn't even have the courage to look at him. I seemed to... Like men. No... I liked him. Why? I clicked on his dialog box and looked at the Samoyed on his avatar. I typed for a long time and wrote a lot. It should be... More than 500 words. I originally had so many things to say to him. Forget it. Will he think I am sick? I now feel that I am sick. I deleted all these words little by little. I put down the phone helplessly. What to say? Say I like him? He said that he ran away when he saw you today because he was nervous and afraid of being seen out. What if he feels disgusted? We may not even be friends. I have been struggling in my heart. I want to express my feelings and I am afraid of losing him. When you like someone, you will always worry about gains and losses. People are always contradictory. The screen of the phone lit up. It was a spam message. Tsk. I am annoyed. I blocked it. I clicked the dialog box again and stared at his chat interface. The last conversation was a day ago. He asked me what happened recently. Am I in a bad mood? I didn't reply. This text lay there peacefully. It was knocking me silently. I watched him gradually become stunned. It took half an hour. When a spam text message appeared, I came back to my senses. Why were there so many text messages? My eyes returned to the text, and I realized that the text had been moved up. I don't know when there was an extra sentence. Are you there? It was sent ten minutes ago. I didn't even see it. I was also stunned. I controlled my emotions. The sound of typing on the keyboard reminded me that he was on the other side. Please speak properly. What's wrong? As soon as I sent the message, there was a voice call on the other side... Has he been waiting for my reply? He took a deep breath, hesitated for a moment, and finally answered the faint voice from the other side. Why don't you reply to the message? Listening to his voice, I almost couldn't control myself from saying the words "I like you". I answered in the tone we usually communicate with. Didn't see it? What happened? A period of silence lonely~I am a lonely~ I was a little embarrassed. I sighed softly. I sat on the floor and suddenly felt so cold. I leaned my head on the edge of the bed and slowly closed my eyes. It felt like a long time had passed. It was so long that I thought he had hung up the phone impatiently. Did I make you unhappy? Why haven't you been looking for me recently? I looked at the time and it turned out that only three minutes had passed. A second seemed like a year. Haha, I thought about it and responded. No My throat suddenly became hoarse. Let me go. What's going on? I cleared my throat quickly. I'm really worried lately... The person on the other side picked up the phone very quickly this time. What makes you avoid me so much? Is it about me? I don't know if it's my imagination. I feel a little wronged in his voice. Does he like me too? Forget it. I don't have unrealizable dreams. I just like you. Of course it's about you. Well, liking you is my business. It's really none of your business. Have you heard what your heart desires? The other side was silent for a while Where is your heart? Does it mean that you yearn for the person you care about in your heart, right? Yearn for the person you care about, right? There is only one sexual orientation in this world, that is where the heart is Well I understand Hey, why do you suddenly ask this? It's okay. I suddenly remembered it. I stood up and wanted to pour myself a glass of water. Suddenly my eyes went black and I almost lay on the ground. Damn it, it's fucking hypoglycemia again. I'm a little sleepy. I'll hang up now. I looked at the blackened phone screen and slowly closed my eyes. Damn it, why did I fall in love with you? Cheerful and lively, a bit mean-spirited × cold on the outside and hot on the inside, a bit sensitive What kind of sparks will there be between the two sides? Let us wait and see~ Intention: Just be happy~
