In that small southern county in Sichuan, the air is always filled with a moisture that never goes away, like a rain that has fallen for more than ten years, soaking Jiang Celadon's bones and all the secrets of that summer.
Jiang Celadon is the most beautiful rose in the county song and dance hall.
She was wearing a cheongsam with slits down to her legs, swaying in the dim light. She was always smiling, with curved eyebrows, and moved around the wine tables tenderly and affectionately. She was like a rose, like a rose, like a begonia.
Only Jiang Qingci knew that her body was riddled with holes and rotted in the mud. She didn't want to live, but she didn't dare to die. She was like a drowning person who could only wait in the muddy mire for a lifebuoy that she didn't know would come.
Until that rainy night, she picked up Zhou Xiangnian, who was soaked all over and thrown away by his mother like garbage on the street.
Zhou Xiangnian is eighteen years old, fair and well-behaved, like an abandoned kitten.
Jiang Qingci looked at her, as if she saw her former self that hadn't rotted away yet.
"From now on, my sister will support you."
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It was the first time that Zhou Xiangnian was treated as a treasure.
My sister's rental house is very small, with peeling walls and poor sound insulation. The quarrel next door and the sound of motorcycles downstairs mixed together, but it became the most stable lullaby in Zhou Xiangnian's life.
Jiang Celadon really raised her well.
He provided for her to study, bought her a clean dress, and even gave up working at night and washed dishes in a restaurant during the day in order for her to concentrate on the college entrance examination.
Jiang Qingci always touched her head, and her voice was as gentle as water: "Nian Nian, you should study hard and go to a big city."
Zhou Xiangnian nodded obediently.
She doesn't want to leave, she wants Jiang Celadon.
The love for his sister, together with the rainy season, made Zhou Xiangnian's heart wet.
On the night after the college entrance examination, it rained heavily.
The air in the cramped rental house was suffocatingly hot. Jiang Qingci cried and refused, saying that she was dirty and that it would ruin her future.
Zhou Xiangnian grabbed her wrist, pressed her against the mottled wall, and kissed her sister:
"I'm not afraid of getting dirty, I'm just afraid of not having you."
That night, they tangled in the mud and blossomed in despair.
That was the happiest and most sour summer in Zhou Xiangnian's life.
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However, this shocking relationship could not escape the judgment of the world.
I don't know who took the photo and published it in the corner of the county daily newspaper. Although he was coded, those pointing eyes were like knives piercing Jiang Celadon's heart.
Jiang Qingci panicked. She was afraid of ruining the college admission notice that Zhou Xiangnian had just received.
She pretended not to care, that the passion was just a moment of confusion. She coaxed Zhou Xiangnian to report to Chengdu and said with a smile: "My sister is old and not worthy of being a college student."
During the winter vacation of his freshman year, Zhou Xiangnian returned to the county town with great expectations, wanting to surprise Jiang Celadon.
The rental property is empty.
Not only was the house empty, but the entire person had disappeared.
Her phone number was empty, her WeChat account was blocked, and even her colleagues at the dance hall said they didn't know where she had gone.
Jiang Celadon evaporated into the air like a drop of water, leaving no trace for Zhou Xiangnian.
That year, Zhou Xiangnian stood in an empty room and cried until he vomited.
Jiang Qingci lied to her for so long that she was crushed into dust.
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Ten years.
A whole decade.
Zhou Xiangnian, the good girl back then, is now the lead singer of the Chengdu underground band "Wild Fire".
Her eyes were cold and she sang with tender emotions. Countless fans were crazy about her sense of brokenness, but no one knew that the hole in her heart had not been filled for ten years.
This tour is in Guangzhou.
In the early morning after the performance, Zhou Xiangnian accidentally walked into an alley in an old residential area.
There is a flower shop in the alley, and the flowers blooming all over the courtyard in the sunshine are breathtakingly beautiful.
Zhou Xiangnian stopped.
Deep among the flowers, stood a woman.
She was wearing a long cotton and linen dress, her hair was pulled up casually, and she was pruning a rose with her head down. The years have allowed her to fade away from the dust and charm of the past, and she has settled into a gentle and virtuous calmness.
It's ginger celadon.
Jiang Celadon, who had disappeared for ten years and been looking for her for ten years.
Jiang Celadon seemed to feel the sight and raised her head.
Eyes facing each other.
The sun shone through the leaves, and the light spots danced on the faces of the two people.
Jiang Qingci looked at the girl who turned into a woman in front of her, her eyes instantly turned red, her lips trembled, she subconsciously wanted to hide, but was pulled into her arms.
The little girl who once acted coquettishly in her arms leaned close to her ear:
"Got you."
Reading Guide
County literature, sour literature, double purity, double first love, HE.
There is an age difference, there is cultivation, and there is reconciliation.
Purpose: Promote love and justice