Shou: Lin Sinian (gentle and restrained, considerate, nostalgic, academically dominant)
Attack: Shen Yu (sunny, loves to laugh, takes care of others, school idol)
Encounter: Teenage Heartbeat
High school classmate.
Lin Sinian is quiet, introverted, and has good grades, but is always ignored by others.
Shen Yu was the most dazzling person in the class. She took the initiative to get close to him, helped him out of trouble, had meals with him, and went to study together in the evening.
Lin Sinian was quietly moved and hid all his worries in his name——
I miss the year, I miss the year, I miss the year after year.
He didn't say it out loud, he just thought secretly in his heart:
The person I miss is right next to me.
Close: the sweetest time
Shen Yu is particularly kind to Lin Sinian:
Remember he doesn't eat coriander
Give him a hand warmer in winter
Holding an umbrella when it rains will always favor him
Said "We will take exams in the same city in the future"
Lin Sinian thought that this closeness was love.
He regarded all tenderness as a foreshadowing of future thoughts.
Turning point: an unspoken confession
The night before the college entrance examination, the two were walking on the playground.
Lin Sinian was about to confess. When the words came to his lips, Shen Yu spoke first:
"I'm going abroad, my family has arranged it."
Lin Sinian swallowed back his confession and only said:
"Then... You have to remember me."
Shen Yu smiled and nodded: "Of course, I won't forget it."
That night, Lin Sinian thought silently in his heart:
Miss you, miss you, wait for you.
Separation: From now on, mountains and seas separate us
When Shen Yu went abroad, he would still send messages and make phone calls at first.
Later, the jet lag, distance, and new life slowly faded away.
Lin Sinian didn't dare to disturb her and just missed her every night.
He wrote down all his emotions in his diary:
When I miss you, the wind is quiet.
Not thinking about it is the most torturous thing.
I am here and you are far away.
He kept saying "I will never forget" and waited year after year.
The truth: It's not that I don't love you, it's that I can't
Many years later, Lin Sinian finally waited until Shen Yu returned to China.
When they met, Shen Yu was mature and silent.
He told Lin Sinian:
I went abroad because something happened at home and I had to leave.
Later I didn't dare to contact him because I was afraid of delaying him.
He misses me all the time but doesn't dare to look back
Shen Yu said:
"The person I miss the most has always been you.
But I can't give you a future, I can't even take care of myself. "
Ending: BE (the real missing ending)
They are not together.
There is no bloodshed, no misunderstandings are solved, and there is no reconciliation.
Lin Sinian continued to guard that city, missing the past
Shen Yu left again, hiding his regrets in his heart
In this life, the two of them will only be strangers who miss each other the most.
Intention: True love does not necessarily require possession. Sometimes it means fulfillment, giving in, and not being a drag.