Why, why do you want to appear in my life when I have closed my heart and decided that I will never love again?
And why, why, when I decided to let go of everything before, when I decided to really start over, did they come back to my life?
Could it be that everything is just God's will? Was it something that shouldn't have happened before, or something that shouldn't have happened later?
The past cannot go back. The future will not come.