I like bustling Shanghai! But hiding in the suburbs of Pudong to survive! I can't even afford the 80% electricity bill! There are no suitable jobs! Hiding in a rental house alone, I am struggling day and night for an online loan worth tens of thousands of yuan! I couldn't get a good night's sleep. I only dared to play matchmaking when playing League of Legends. I often had reputation points deducted and my account banned for losing records! A man who is almost forty years old and good for nothing! Can't see the future and forget the past! Look at the garbage you once wrote! I have turned my life into garbage!
But people can't wish to die, right? Gotta survive! Even if it's just a thought that can give me a little bit of hope!
Intention: Everyone should strive for self-improvement! It would be sad if it stopped...