Wild Goose Returns to Begonia

This article is adapted from the author's personal experience, and many of the conversations and events in it are even brought in intact. The author does not dare to label love, and wants to label it without cp, but if he doesn't, he says that the category is unclear and cannot be put on the shelves, so he has no choice but to label it as pure love. (ㅇㅅㅇ❀) Someone quietly listened to his entire playlist late at night. Shen Yanhan didn't know who that person was. He only remembered that a comment he wrote casually was paired with the song "Pipa Xing" and it said: "It turns out that the moon of the ancients is the same as the one outside the window tonight." Then, the play count of the playlist starts to change. Three or four times a day, fixed in the middle of the night. Like a person who treats his playlist as bedtime reading. He wanted to ignore it. He always sets everyone to Do Not Disturb, except his close relatives and boss. He never posts on Moments, never takes selfies, and never takes the initiative to contact anyone. He was used to being alone - eating alone, reading books, listening to music alone, suppressing all his emotions into a pool of stagnant water. Until a stranger sent me a private message. "Are you busy lately? The playlist hasn't been updated for a long time." Shen Yanhan replied with a question mark. The man thought about it for a long time and said, "I'm sorry for being presumptuous. I'm the one who always listens to your playlist. The songs you chose are all very nice. Every one of them." Every capital is. These five words made Shen Yanhan hesitate. He clicked on the person's homepage and saw his name: Zui Dongfeng. I saw his playlist: Po Xian Yiyun. When I saw his comments, I wrote about Su Shi, Li Qingzhao, and things he liked but never told others. He hesitated for a long time, then added a few songs. Didn't reply to that private message. But that person lived in his life from then on. --- The first time Tang Di noticed that comment was late at night while working overtime. He clicked on a song at random and saw the words: "Jiangzhou Sima's green shirt is wet. What is wet is not tears, but the loneliness that we are still similar to after a thousand years." He looked at it for a long time. Then he clicked on that person's homepage, clicked on his playlist, and played a song at random. From then on, it was out of control. He couldn't tell what he was looking for. New song? New sounds? Or someone who can understand? All he knew was that he had been listening to that person's playlist for a whole week. Every song is based on his aesthetic point. Every song made him want to send a private message saying "thank you". But he didn't. He deliberated for three days before uttering his first sentence. After another two days of deliberation, I finally uttered the second sentence. He thought it was just a chance encounter, a brief encounter on the Internet. He didn't know that this person would become the most important person in his life. --- A person who sets everyone to do not disturb begins to look forward to good night every day. A person who never wants to be bound by any relationship begins to imagine the future of two people. They visited the West Lake together, wrote poems together, and drank tea and watched the moon together in the pavilion of the community. They played double-blind poetry and wrote sentences that amazed each other. For the first time, they discovered that they cared more than they thought when each other was sick. But there are some things that no one dares to say first. Shen Yanhan was afraid. I am afraid that if I speak out, I will lose even what I have now. Tang Di is also waiting. Wait until he is ready, wait until he no longer wants to escape. So they lived like this, in the name of "friends", living closer than friends. Watch Liu Zhanshui together, one year, two years, three years. We are saving money together and want to buy a small yard by the West Lake to live in when we grow old. Together, write each other into poems, letters, and every unspoken sentence. Some people say this is love. Some people say this is friendship. They said, neither. These are two people who don't want to be separated, living their lives every day in their own way. --- Until many years later, someone asked Shen Yanhan: "What is your relationship?" He looked at the crabapple flowers outside the window, thought for a while, and said: "You can be considered a close friend." "What does bosom friend mean?" "That is, if you say the first half of the sentence, he will know the second half. Even if you don't say anything, he will know what you are thinking." "So how long have you been together?" He smiled. "It's been a long time. So long that I forgot when it started." "Will it continue?" He didn't answer. He just looked out the window and saw the begonia flowers blooming just right. When the wind blew, the petals fell and fell to the ground. Like these years, time is falling bit by bit. Someone like that is still around. Always there. --- Purpose: It is enough to have a confidant in life