When she was fourteen years old, An An wrote her first name in her diary. Qi'an. It's not a pen name, it's not a character, it's the voice of someone calling her when she wakes up from a dream.
In the dream, she is the knife of the Jie family and the debt of the black blind man. The Taoist people call her "Little King of Hell" and her code name is "He Xi". She fights, sees blood, and dares to fight even Bei Ya. In the dream, someone taught her "Don't trust anyone", and someone also said "I hope you are safe" when naming her.
She thought it was a sequelae of watching too much "Tomb Raiders".
Until the injury in reality left a scar in the dream. Until the copper coin appeared under her pillow in her dream. Until she blurted out "the drainage system of water tombs in the Ming Dynasty" in the examination room, while the textbook said "the importance of environmental protection".
——Who is invading whom?
An An wants to stay in the dream. There she was useful, she was needed, and she didn't have to explain why she couldn't ride a bike at fourteen. Qi An wants to confirm the dream. There she is ordinary, she is safe, and she does not have to write a suicide note before every fight.
They dug a grave in their respective worlds to bury each other's existence. I couldn't help but poke my head in to see
——What if she is real?
Intention: Reality is a choice, not a state.