Sunny and lively attack × albinism introversion
Jiang Shu has been afraid of light since he was a child. He is as white as white porcelain that breaks when touched. He is quiet and withdrawn, always shrinking in the shadows, not even daring to raise his head.
Until Lu Chengye appeared - like a sun that didn't care, releasing its own light wantonly, illuminating his world.
"Jiang Shu, sit inside and I'll help you block the sun."
"Here's water for you. It's not sweet. You can drink it."
"Who's looking at you? I'll block it for you. It's okay, don't be afraid."
"With me here, who dares to bully you?"
Lu Chengye gave him all his tenderness and preference, naively thinking that the days would stay like this.
But one day, the boy who was quiet and dependent on him suddenly became cold and strange.
Avoid him, avoid him, reject all his good intentions, and refuse to even say a kind word to him
When Lu Chengye's eyes turned red, he held his wrist and asked, "Why are you suddenly like this? Did I do something wrong?"
He simply withdrew his hand, his voice cold and without warmth: "It has nothing to do with you, don't bother me anymore."
Lu Chengye was really angry. He was so angry that he stopped looking for him.
Later, he disappeared, and Lu Chengye thought he didn't want to see him
Later, Lu Chengye received a phone call from the police
When he arrived at the old house, he saw that the house was covered with a white cloth and several police officers were taking notes.
There is a messy suicide note and a diary on the table
When Lu Chengye finally collapsed after reading it——
The boy who was afraid of light and who was taken care of by him and held in his hand had been hiding it from the whole world, suffering pain and despair alone.
It turns out that it's not that he doesn't want to love, but he doesn't dare to love; he's not indifferent, but he doesn't want to let the person he loves feel sad because of him - so he pretends to be indifferent and unfeeling, and he would rather Lu Chengye hates him
But he didn't expect that a person's love could so easily turn into hate...
The boy who was afraid of light finally died quietly in a place without light...
Lu Chengye × Jiang Shu "Chengshu" 99
BL | Main Attack | Campus | BE | Two-way Secret Love | Crazy Comment | Albinism | Sunshine Attack | Third Person Limited Knowledge Perspective
Purpose: Cherish the people in front of you and don't let misunderstandings and silence become lifelong regrets
