## Introduction to the novel "Let Me Go, Become Me"
She was born to be special.
Natural baby voice, soft and bright. Being born left-handed, writing and drawing with my left hand are all so natural.
But these have all been changed little by little. The left hand was pressed down and the pen was inserted into the right hand. Her voice was laughed at until she learned to lower it and become deeper, like a normal boy. Her hair was cut short and her gender was blurred - she hid herself in the name "Ye Yongjun", in a shell of mediocrity, in the shadow behind the iron gate of the kindergarten, standing alone in the light.
Until I met Xiao Man.
The girl with a pair of ponytails, a lace skirt, and a small red envelope said to her for the first time: "It's normal to be left-handed." "Your voice is very nice." Every Saturday under the sycamore tree, Xiaoman brought colored pens and tried every means to get her to draw and write with her left hand. That was the first light in her life.
But Xiaoman is gone. That illness, that glass window, that transparent mask took away the first person who really saw her.
But the light did not go out. In the years to come, she will meet three more people. One made her see that talent can be a weapon, one made her understand that wounds can also be where they come from, and one made her finally dare to stand in front of the mirror and say to the little girl with short hair: You can come out now.
This is a story about loss and recovery. Her left hand, voice, skirt, long hair - those things that were taken away would come back to her one by one.
From "Ye Yongjun" to "Xinyi", from hiding to blooming.
Let me go to be me.
Purpose: To write a redemption story for the unmet light. I am the one being rewritten in the story.