Her name is Bai Ge, formerly known as Bai Ge. Her mother said she didn't deserve to be clean, so she lived like a suit of armor and huddled in the darkest corner of the classroom. Until a beam of light gently fell on her - it was Wu Tingliu, the half piece of candy, an umbrella, and the sentence "I choose you", which were the only warmth in her gloomy youth.
She didn't dare say she liked it, didn't dare get close, didn't dare raise her head. All the heartbeats are hidden in the peripheral vision, the tip of the pen, silence and hard study. She studied psychology not to shine brightly, but to cure the person who quietly cured her.
And the dazzling Shen Zhiyan hid her three-year secret love in passing footsteps, handed umbrellas, and candy wrappers that no one saw. The rebellious Jiang Yubai gave all his tenderness to the sickly but clean young man Shen Zhiran.
Four thoughts, three secret loves, two destinies, and one beam of light. They quietly approached each other in the daily fireworks, guarding each other where no one knew, but were pushed into the abyss by their native family, the campus's hostility, their silent thoughts and their fate.
Some people hide their love until death, some live with regrets throughout their lives, and some live their lives as the light of the other person.
——I am a white dove, and my sky has been lit up for you.
Purpose: This article uses white doves as the image and secret love, trauma, protection, and regret as the context to explore the deep propositions of native family, campus dilemmas, depression, and self-salvation: true love is never about possession and confession, but about silent protection, restrained fulfillment, and all-out healing. It writes about the heartbeats that dare not be expressed, the wounds that cannot be healed, the people who desperately get close but miss each other in the end, and tells everyone struggling in the darkness: you have been treated poorly by the world, but you can still be the light for others; you may not be able to heal yourself in your life, but you can support another life with gentleness. In the end, they all point to the same core: love is not the end of salvation, understanding and being understood is.