When Yan Wanhuo was 16 years old, he once regarded his elder brother Xie Nan as the moon in the sky that could only be expected but out of reach.
He was infatuated with Jie Nan's gentle smile, and Jie Nan was infatuated with helplessly touching the top of his hair with her warm palms.
Yan Wanhuo wanted to kiss Jie Nan's curved lips, to see the always gentle-tempered senior brother's eyes widen with a shocked expression, to hold the hands that would only touch the top of his hair, to touch and feel his unbearable desire.
But Xie Nan is Yan Wanhuo's senior brother, and he is a man who doesn't like men. So Yan Wanhuo suppressed it and buried all his unspeakable thoughts deep in his heart. He only had a moment of happiness with Jie Nan in his dreams.
The 18-year-old Yan Wanhuo couldn't be more glorious. With his outstanding talent, he won the sect competition on Penglai Island in one fell swoop.
His winning sword made countless people cheer for him and call Yan Wanhuo a peerless genius that is rare to see in a thousand years.
The victorious Yan Wanhuo still only had eyes for Jie Nan. He was like a puppy. Amidst the cheers, his bright eyes only looked at Jie Nan.
But Xie Nan no longer touched his hair lovingly as before. His face was a little pale, but in the end he still managed to smile at Yan Wanhuo.
Later, some mediocre people who were jealous of Yan Wanhuo used a vicious trick to frame Yan Wanhuo, causing Yan Wanhuo to be temporarily imprisoned by the sect.
At that time, Yan Wanhuo thought that his senior brother would definitely come to save him.
But Yan Wanhuo waited and waited, but failed to come to Xie Nan. Obviously Jie Nan knew the truth, but during the confrontation, he avoided Yan Wanhuo's unbelievable gaze and said, "I don't know."
Then the bright moon in the sky suddenly turned into mud on the ground.
In order to save his life, Yan Wanhuo had no choice but to defect from the sect, and later fell off a cliff because of the sect's pursuit.
The 22-year-old Yan Wanhuo became a despicable demon cultivator who was spurned by the righteous way, and reunited with Jie Nan again.
Xie Nan seems to have a new, cute little junior brother. He treats his little junior brother just like he treated Yan Wanhuo in the past.
Yan Wanhuo could only watch all this in the dark alley.
Envy. Hate. Yan Wanhuo didn't know which emotion was dominant. In short, 22-year-old Yan Wanhuo put Xie Nan to sleep without revealing her identity!
I fell asleep more than once.
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Yan Wanhuo thought that after her identity was exposed, Xie Nan would hate her very much and scold her angrily. However, the senior brother who was once as gentle as jade but now only a skinny skin stretched out his hand tremblingly and held his face.
"You're not dead."
He cried.
"I'm sorry."
He said it over and over again.
Yan Wanhuo wanted to sneer, saying that if an apology was useful, there would be no magic cultivators in the world. However, he failed to say these words.
Because Xie Nan said to him:
"I know you hate me, and I don't expect you to forgive me. If..." His voice trembled, "If... It can make you feel better, I can do anything."
Things that Yan Wanhuo never dared to dream about happened just like that.
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Yan Wanhuo's senior brother Bai Yueguang died with him.
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Later, Yan Wanhuo wanted to tell her 16-year-old self that as a human being, you still have to pursue and dream a little bit. Maybe you can realize them all in the future?
Hate Shou but still fall in love and brain attack × Shou feels guilty towards Gong so no matter what he asks for, he can agree with a blushing face.
Purpose: Don't do something you regret out of jealousy.
