An immature junior veterinary student × a college student who is not doing his job and is a drummer in a band
"In 1979, a psychologist proposed a term called Limerence to describe a state of intense romantic obsession that is different from love."
"In individuals with ASD, there is a near-obsessive obsession with a certain person or thing, which is similar to the manifestations of special interests or stereotyped behaviors, while in individuals with ADHD, it is manifested as excessive concentration."
"So my feelings are 'non-functional' to you, huh?"
"I don't doubt the functionality of any behavioral performance, but maybe you are just looking for a sense of order or a need for stimulation. You collect all the information about the things you like, and I just enter your field of vision as part of the information, just like any of the drum keys and drum sticks you collect. I just happen to be somewhat related to your interests. It can be me or any other related object."
"You think you are not the only choice here with me, and you are afraid that our efforts will end up being in vain."
"I want to tell myself this, you are not my only choice, you are just one of the twenty-three thousand three hundred and forty-two of the animal photos I have collected. You should find someone who truly values you and loves each other equally."
"You're right, normal people have normal relationships. But maybe we can be each other's special interests and over-abundances."
ASD/ADHD are developmental disorders, a manifestation of neurodiversity, not psychological/mental/neurological diseases. This is the author's opinion.
Purpose: I want to write about the lives and rock music of several people on the spectrum