Wait for the Weather to Clear

Lin Yu has only learned two things in his life. The first thing is to hear the footsteps of his younger brother. As soon as the wooden door of the old house rang, he knew that it was Lin Zhiyu who was back - others' footsteps were muddy, but his younger brother's steps were light, as if he was afraid of stepping on the ground. The second thing is to shine shoes. He always polishes his younger brother's shoes. After polishing, he places them neatly at the door, with the toes facing outward. Lin Yu knew that he was different from others since he was a child. He is slow to speak, slow to react, and slow to learn everything. Children of the same age had already run away, and he was still squatting in place, counting the ants on the ground. His parents named him "Zhi", which means hindrance of obstacles, hindrance of obstacles. The name is correct, he does seem like a superfluous person in this family. Only Lin Zhiyu didn't call him that. His younger brother called him "brother" for twenty years. Lin Yu didn't know when the "brother" changed his tone. All he knew was that his brother's hand was getting warmer and warmer, so warm that he couldn't bear to let go; his brother's eyes were looking at him more and more deeply, so deeply that he couldn't understand. Later, his younger brother said something, but he didn't understand everything. He only remembered a few words - "from now on" and "together". He folded these words and pressed them under his pillow, like hiding a piece of candy. The days pass by. Lin Yu still shines his shoes every day and waits for his brother to come home. When his younger brother was admitted to college and went to other cities, he just stared at the old shoes in a daze. When his younger brother came back during the winter and summer vacations, he took out all the laughter he had saved for half a year. Until that day, many people came to the house, red paper was posted on the door, and balloons were piled in the corridor. Lin Yu stood in the corner and saw his brother wearing a suit he had never seen before, and a girl in white gauze standing next to him. My brother is smiling, and his smile is beautiful, even better than when he is facing him. He looked down at his washed white sweater, turned around and left. It was bought for him by his younger brother after he saved half a year's pocket money when he was a child, and he has been reluctant to throw it away. That night, he polished his brother's shoes three times and placed them at the door with the toes facing outward. Then he went to the overpass where they used to go when they were kids. There is constant traffic on the bridge, and the neon lights are flashing like the stars that his brother taught him to count when he was a child. At that time, my younger brother said: "Brother, if you count to one hundred, I will be back." He counted twenty years. This time, he didn't want to count. Waiting for the weather to clear up - but some people are destined to live in the rainy season. Concept: "Waiting for Clear Sky" Concept Lin Yu understands everything, but he doesn't know how to express it. Lin Zhiyu said everything but pretended not to understand. The cruelest thing in the world is not that you don't love me, but that you let me see the light and then extinguished it with your own hands. And I was not willing to blame you until the end.