Xu An has been sensitive, sober, but also timid throughout his life.
She can see through the falseness of marriage and the coldness of human relationships, and can see all the mistakes and hurts around her, but she doesn't dare to recognize them or face them. She was afraid that once she saw the truth clearly, the powerlessness that she could not resist would completely engulf her.
So she tried her best to please, tried her best to maintain, took all the fault on herself, and exhausted herself in family affection and love, until the inside collapsed first, and the outside also broke.
But she didn't fall.
She is like a weed, taking root alone in a void, saving herself and being reborn bit by bit in the abyss where there is no one to save her.
This is not a story of salvation;
But how does a woman, after being broken,
Live your life and prosper by yourself.
When she finally settled down,
That gentle person was able to settle down gently and stay with her for the rest of her life.
Purpose: The real pain is not to be born broken, but to still choose not to give up on oneself after seeing clearly the emptiness of life, festering relationships, and one's own powerlessness. She doesn't have to be saved by anyone, she doesn't have to wait for anyone to love her, and she doesn't have to rely on anyone to catch her. She wants to be like a weed, taking root in the ruins, and blooming alone into a prosperous place where no one can see it.