Picking up locust trees and bathing in the crown of Chu.
—— 2020.5.24
People need to think to leave traces, just like emotions need to fall on the tip of a pen to steal the clock. It's really strange. This collection that is dedicated to recording inspiration and thoughts was not actually called this name at the beginning. The pronunciation of Muchun, which means "bathing in Yi, dancing in the wind, chanting and returning", has coincided with the calligraphy of "wood cannot be used as a pillar". It is so sharp that it makes people sad, as if the straight immaturity is about to be cut open, and the scabs are scattered all over the ground. Pigeon Blood, how is it like its original name, "Reply to Adelia", an English-titled collection of letters, which is narrated with a sense of moisture, like all the past stories in the four seasons, and even has a pink cover decorated with wind letters. It is gentle and blunt like everything it accepts and accepts, moderation, peace and harmony, which is what I can accept without any ripples.
But by some strange combination of circumstances, I still used this name. It was an accident when I was digging through old manuscripts on New Year's Eve. I used to be a really sarcastic person. I believed that paper is white, blood is red, life belongs to success, and achievements belong to everyone. I used an unpleasant tone to force myself to remember the defeat when I was addicted to novels, and ended my life in a mess.
But it's not like this, at least the world shouldn't be like this. Paper can be a nice-looking envelope, and red can also be a nice-looking color. Everything has its own place, and existence itself is a value. Nothing is meaningless. The oak wood can be used as firewood to boil water for the little monkeys to bathe. Curses can be left in the diary to remember youth. Being without value is a value in itself, and depravity is also a kind of acceptable life. But maybe out of remembrance? (After all, most of the stories I'm about to write now had their first drafts in high school.) The name at the beginning of this small collection was finally adopted by me. It's great, even the harshness can be digested in the clam meat.
Dear, welcome to participate in my thoughts. All inspirations and stories published in this author account will be recorded here, and I welcome your collision and criticism.
Wish you a happy anniversary Fang Leying 2026.2.16 Night
ps. Adelia is another English name I picked after graduating from middle school. It starts with A and ends with a smile.
Intention: The words I love
