"Ji Yu, it hurts."
After not seeing each other for two years, Jiang Xun stood at the door of his house and his first words were this. There was no good piece of flesh on his body, his feet were lame, and his fingers were bent like dead branches.
Ji Yu's hands holding the iodophor and cotton swabs were shaking.
He wanted to say: "You deserve it", and he wanted to say: "What's the use of you coming back now?"
But when the words came to his lips, there was only one sentence left: "Did your dad beat you?"
Jiang Xun nodded. He shook his head again, and then smiled: "I chose it myself."
Ji Yu suddenly remembered the photo on the big screen that year, the looks thrown at him by everyone in the corridor, and the words his grandfather knelt helplessly in front of him and said: "Please, be normal."
He almost forgot how he survived.
But the person in front of him seemed to have suffered worse than him.
Ji Yu threw the cotton swab into the trash can, turned his back to him and said:
"Jiang Xun, I don't regret liking you."
"But go ahead. We're done here."
When the door closed, Jiang Xun squatted under the street lamp.
He buried his forehead into his knees and didn't look up for a long time. People have to rely on some faith to survive, but he really has nothing.
——If reunion is more painful than separation, then why did you come back in the first place?
Keywords:｜Sadomasochism｜BE｜Campus to society
Intention: Love always makes people feel uneasy