When Xu Jiayue was twenty-six years old, she married herself. The other party is a university teacher whom I met on a blind date. He is gentle, decent, and polite to the point of alienation. She has known since she was a child that love has a price.
The father exchanged tuition for her gratitude, and the mother used "he is good for you" to justify the harm.
Lu Youning thought he was waiting for Bai Yueguang, waiting for the unfinished state of adolescence, waiting for some kind of standard answer of "should love". Grandma said, You Ning, you are afraid of bothering others, and you don't even say a word if you like her.
He said nothing.
Until I met the woman who said "I can't help it" in the teahouse.
She is afraid of being loved. He doesn't understand love.
Xu Jiayue always thought that marriage was in ruins. Later I discovered that flowers can also bloom in ruins.
Not perfect. Not magnificent.
But that was the first time she believed that there was soil and dared to take root.
Originally titled "Stop Loss in Time", it is dedicated to all those who practice breathing in love.
Purpose: To explore the cognitive reconstruction of love
