Chen Wan's memory is a ruin. As a child, he was locked in a room covered with blue wallpaper. As an adult, he was diagnosed with complex post-traumatic stress disorder and borderline personality traits. His world is full of hallucinations: black waves rising in the opposite direction, footprints on the beach with no way back, and the blurry back that always appears in his dreams.
Shen Jue is the youngest attending physician in the psychiatry department. Be calm, professional, and have clear boundaries. His medical records never contained any subjective emotions - until he discovered that the details in Chen Wan's diary: the rhythm of his footsteps, the length of the stitches on his buttons, and even the blue wallpaper of his childhood that he had never mentioned to anyone, coincided with his own memories frame by frame.
Doctors say keeping track is part of recovery. This diary is my prescription for paranoia.
I will write down three true things every day, about the weather, about breakfast, about... Shen Jie.
Love is the oldest prescription for paranoia, and we are all each other's symptoms and antidote.
Psychiatric doctor x trauma patient
Shen Jue×Chen Wan
No prototype
The character is not perfect, control, don't look, don't look, don't look
Any setting and "professional"-looking nouns are not investigative
Everything is for the needs of the plot
Poor writing style
Dual perspective
Purpose: Treat the rest of your life as a course of treatment
